Saturday, September 17 /Saturday, September 17, 2011
Had this sudden urge to blog out of nowhere. So trials are on for the whole month, i'd been slacking and not doing proper study for it. I want that pmr spirit to come back ! I had no idea how me and bff could study and kept doing worksheets day til night in each others house every day. Motivation, where are you ?!
Life, it seems like i know you better right now. People come and go, things change and you can't do anything. And apparently, being honest is not something easy to do? Especially to the one you love? but well, at least for me..i would be honest even if it might hurt people.
Well, things seem to be better these days i guess. At least i'm seeing the change you promised. I don't know where is this gonna lead us to, but i believe that its not wrong giving it a chance. Let's just hope this time it'll turn out to be what we've been hoping for. Sure that there'll be obstacles, but its been 3 years and more..what other obstacles we haven been through? Come to think of it, we've actually been through a lot..whether thick or thin, and no matter what happen..we still keep each other company day til night for more than 1300days. hmmm so i guess this is something to feel lucky about apart from the rest. okay i think i reveal too much today, stop with all those crap for now.
Tomorrow its gonna be a long day, visiting Zhi Qi in the memorial park at the morning. Gotta remind myself to bring bubbles and the chatime i bought her. its her 1 year death anniversary in the chinese calender, cant believe time past so fast. one year without her, without her lauaghter and gossip moments with her. I miss you Qi ! but remember what i told you ? distance wouldn't change the friendship we share and the love we have for you. you better be there tomorrow k ? Ee Quan's gonna sing for you and i have words for you too (: and not to forget, i guess we'll have the bubble session for you as well. Hopefully tomorrow night everything would go well.
Alright guess i'll stop here.
xx
m.i.a
Thursday, August 11 /Thursday, August 11, 2011
guess i've been leaving this blog dead for months. my blogging spirit had been long gone. its probably because i don't like reviewing too much on my personal life. and you people wouldn't thought that i'd been through so much, life's tough but you gotta be tougher in order to get through it.
& as all the '94 know, trials coming close..many had started studying even those not-so-serious ones, but me? many of them thinks that im studying like mad at home, but the truth is i've not started..not even a single bit. i have to seriously stop slacking after i recover.
& don't you worry, i wouldn't let people who don't matter ruin me.
being happy is the best revenge.
Jar of Hearts
Sunday, April 24 /Sunday, April 24, 2011
Wednesday, March 30 /Wednesday, March 30, 2011
“I want to be the one you want. The one you need. Your reason for getting up in the morning, rushing breakfast and hurrying about to catch a bus and a train or even a fucking helicopter just to come and see me. I want to know that you are mine and mine only. I want that, just that one thing from you.”
Birthday wish for a special friend
Tuesday, March 22 /Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Loves from the bottom of our heart
Happy Seventeen Birthday
Miss Ng Zhi Qi ♥
Zhi Qi, its the 22th of March and you're turning 17 today.
Although this year it isn't the same anymore, but I believe you're happy in heaven right now (:
Being friends for 4 years, maybe I'm not the one who know you best and I may not be the closest friend of yours.. But remember what you told me? Whenever you need me I'll be there. Same goes to you.. So whenever you feel lonely or misses us, please come to our dreams, i believe everyone of them would be happy to meet you in their dreams.
About 6 months ago, god took you away from us. He did brought you to somewhere far, but distance doesn't change the friendship we share and the love we have for you. Please do remember that you were a important part of our life, you brought so much joy and laughters to everyone around you ! Thinking back at the days we spend during the lower form of secondary, we really do have lots of silly and wild memories.....I guess i'll stop here, i just couldn't express the things i want to tell you. Once again,
Happy Birthday my beloved friend♥
Remember the song Angel ? You're an Angel to us now (:
Our pretty angel, please do remember us as we would never forget you !
xoxo,
Crystal.
Memorial Park
Tuesday, March 15 /Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Happy Chinese Birthday Ng Zhi Qi ! you're officially 17 now.
Woke up on this special day to visit you, if you realise..after being friends for 5 long years, this is the first time singing birthday song to you ! Cause in the pass few years your birthday fall on the holidays. And whenever we say we wanna celebrate it for you, you would say you don't like because you don't know how to react when everyone sings you birthday song. Never thought of the first time of singing you birthday song would be in this situation. But i know you were there with us, because you didn't want us to leave til we sang you those two songs. I believe on the coming 22th, you will receive alot of birthday wishes like usual. So you better delete some of your messages ! Memory full already la :P even for today you also have so many messages d, && stay tune for the birthday post next tuesday !
xoxo
Saturday, March 5 /Saturday, March 05, 2011
" I don't wanna run away but i can't take it, I don't understand. If i'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am? " If you're not the one - Daniel Bedingfield
Feel free to listen to this song (:
I find the lyrics of this song means a lot, probably it was what i once felt.
"Smooth roads never make good drivers. Smooth seas never make good sailors. A problem-free life never makes a strong person. " Remember this whenever you feel tired and frustrated with life (:
Take it as a challenge from God, don't ever give up. Whenever you thought of giving up on your life, think of the ones that didn't have the chance to live one.
Exam xx
/Saturday, March 05, 2011
Exam's around the corner, times passing by so fast.. Its the last year of high school & so it means its kind of the last time of 'first-term-exams' BUT still, like the years before..I'm feeling so so lazy to do my revisions. Seeing everyone around me studying hard for exams give me pressure but the worst part is, pressure isn't what thats gonna motivate me to start studying.
Good luck to everyone of you !
Life is unpredictable
Sunday, February 27 /Sunday, February 27, 2011
Do you believe in karma ? Well, I do.. I believe that what comes around goes around, its just the matter of time. At times i thought of giving up on everything around me, leaving everything behind..but she would come into my mind. Why am i giving up so fast ? Why am i giving up so easily ?
Life's full of ups and down. So when you start going way up high, be prepared to fall hard.
♥ shrs
Senior Year
Thursday, January 6 /Thursday, January 06, 2011
School just started a few days ago, all i could say is tiring -.- i just couldn't stand waking up so early in the morning & the part where you're super tired in the evening, but you're struggling not to sleep so that you could sleep earlier at night.. I just hate that feeling.
Somehow it feels great being the seniors of the school.. don't ask me why, i just enjoy the feeling :P
& Today i suddenly remembered, 4 years ago when we were still form1's our English teacher told us to write a letter to the future us.. I'm really curious what i wrote in it. But unfortunately I have no idea where those letter went, probably the school recycled it or something -.-
